today was a hot day. i'm sure it's not going to rain,but it rained.the rain water wets the whole place and after the rain, i can feel the breeze and windy air around me. in other way, it felt like a chilly place. few days ago,the weather was "hot like hell"... and the place felt so uncomfortable and stuffy. but today it was not the same ever again. i have many things to do under the rain as i was not aware of anything and i hope i could just try to play under the rain,if i can. i have updated my blog very much within this few days and there are good news and bad news. actually, since today is a nice weather i don't want to tell the bad news. instead i want to tell the good news, but this bad news just won't get off my mind and it is making me crazy. as i was saying bout my grandma's problem, i don't know what's going to happen next. will i just meet the road and walk to it or just stay and listen and wait. i really can't think of anything now except bout my grandma's safety.and also bout my aunt even she's usually very angry about everything but she is so hardworking in doing exercises and she ate fruits. she kept herself so healty, but i can't belive that she have cancer and it's the third batch. if it is until the fourth batch, it's permanant death(touch wood it will not happen). i was really htinking bout something now and that probabaly was my grandma. this is a shocking news and this "SHINGLES" is a silent killer which it is caused by the chichkenpox which is not thruly cleared during the process, so, this is what happen to my grandma at her age now 70.and my aunt is only 54. at this age, i didn't ezpect anything to happen to them , but it just happened..... oh dear!!!! help me get out of this spider hole or "my" dead end......pls, if you see this post, pls leave me a comment.../////
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