hope they are well......

there was a problem wondering round my mind, which i can't figure it out. but what does it matter's with me or i just don't understand what's going on....well, i'll just tell it thru this blog... and share with my friends. there is this problem which happened to my father's mother(my grandma) and my aunt(my father's brother's wife). they were in a problem. my grandma is facing shingles which looks like a type of rash but it's quite dangerous. for my aunt,she is having cancer. i think is in the don't know where. i know what am i facing now but i hope they step out of the dead end and come back to the not dead end and still walk on their life for a long time until they are really , really old and need to go.i was wondering if anything happened to them, what would happen to everybody??? will it be very horrible with all those ununderstood matter's? will it. well, the future is not now. but my aunt is going to "KUALA LUMPUR"for the operation. there's something has grown in her. i understand what is it but if anything happens to my grandma, it's the end of it. i hope everything's fine in its way... my aunt's operation was getting great and touch wood, she is back safe and sound. for my grandma, i hope, her shingles will go off and she'll be fine . as for me, i was thinking of what to do with something given by my grandma. should i take it or just let her keep to show that she is safe? what should i do. it's something but i must not tell. indeed i can take it , but must i? if i take it, it means my grandma in the the otherworld(touch wood) , if i don't take it, my grandma will be unhappy and worry about me.... what should i do.... help////