17th AUGUST 2009. raining again!!! my favourite. i looked through the window and saw those trees swaying . i felt relived. it was really cold but i enjoyed it very much. and the tree seems like falling down. it scared me. how i wonder again that i was at my 2nd hse. it was really cold. i hope i was there. it will be raining now.the alarm of some houses are sounding. it's getting very scary. i can't look. those trees are really freaky.i looked at the dark sky and glare at the soft thunder from a far. it looks like it will be a havy rain through the afternoon. it was very rare for afternoon wind and rain. i enjoyed it even the roof tiles seems to be flying off. NO!!! it was just a joke.i wouldn't think what will happen if really the roof flies. my grandma will start scholding and saw it was such a cheap house and she would like to move to a new house. and it will be a bigger house that this semi-banglow with two storey. next will be three and then it will be a bungalow then it will be oh.... it'll keep getting bigger. i might faint if she'll start moving again. she will buy new furniture and new plasma flat screen tv then all the new things..... she just want it. how am i ever going to persuade her not to continue her habit? pls. this is an emergancy. help!!!! SOS!!! who ever saw this pls reply. i need your assitance.well, i guess i need to say that i miss my tuition friend except the UFO. I GUESS you know who. and of course i miss my house. how would i ever live without it. guess i'm thinking too much.

15th AUGUST 2009. i've been so longing for weekends. but this week i'm sad and aren't really want to talk to people. i've thought of not going to my friends house but however she's my friend. oh. it was a windy day. i like the wind. i enjoyed it very much it seems all my memories keep gushing back to me. i quite like the feeling of this. it was nice . it reminded me of my friends and of course my house... really nice. guess i need to wait for next week to go to my house if i'm going. i need to talk about my tuition today cause i'm thinking of my frineds. my tuition friends. well, it was yesterday which i'm having tuition, my friend,tang ee wen say to me that derek has a loud voice and i say what's wrong with it? she said: he sound like a bellowing cow to me. so i told vanessa and we laughed. it's so funny. then tang ee wen say: hey look. lew er win changed his style. he wore long pants instead of his..... pink mickey mouse pants. haahahahahaha. then i say: why he always wear his polo shirt? with a sorted colours? vanessa say: THAT'S BECAUSE HE TOO UGLY WEARING OTHER SHIRT.... tang laughed her head off .hhhhhhaaaaaaa. it;s so silly isn't it? but LEW ER WIN sorry for assulting you and your shirt and DEREK too. hope you don't see this if not, i;m really really dead. but they said it first.rite? IT'S JUST SOME JOKE FOR FUN. DON'T TAKE IT REAL.

11/08/2009. today was so cold. it rained. i enjoyed it.i like to listen to the rain. it reminded me of a windy wide open space place.well, quite sad today. it was tuesday and i can't travel to cameron highlands which my luxury house was there. how bad. i can only go there on weekends. but for this week,i can't go. because my friend WONG JIA MUN is turning 12 this sunday. i am goin to her house in the afternoon which i still don't know what to buy for her yet. i will go to her house to BBQ. love it.she lives in bercham. right then, back to today. i took sometime looking out at the wet frosted window. i peeped out through the window and saw rain water pouring down. everywhere was wet. the place was cold. finally now is 5:11 p.m. the rain have stopped. MR.SUN is there shinning brightly at us. everything went dry and warm. well, i'm feeling sad . i wish i was at my house which is in cameron every day. it's windy,cold and fresh there but here was so hot and i might faint. how i wonder i was there. if i was there i will be sitting in the living room with the windy air glistening pass me now. then,i can hear the water dripping sound then i can walk at the water fountain and sit beside it and try to touch the water. i really enjoy being there. weekends! faster... you might think it's funny why there is another house in cameron. well, it was like this. five years ago on april, my granfather was feeling sick and it might be his time to go.he said to my father some of my uncle that [PRIVATE] if you want to know go to school and find me.this have to end here. right. later...

2009/08/09. everything went just fine.. the day was hot like hell but it will rain like mad. it was cool now. i went looking through the day. it was so rich with wind. i wonder to the fields and i felt those brisk passing through my ear. i sat on the bench. it started to drizzle. i got wet and i spent the hour walking under the drizzle. finally i reach home and heard a sound. i walk to the kitchen. i went on and left it alone. i then saw a puddle of water at my backyard and i jump through it and i reached my water fall. specially made by silver limestone glime rocks with some green grass around. i reel the plant off the ground and placed it infront of my house porch. i walk to my bedroom's bathroom. i soaked myself into the bath tub and took my time. it was night-time, i went downstairs and had my dinner. the dinner was great . i have grilled chicken chop with mushroom sos, mushroom soup,salad, and cup of tea. i drank my tea outside the house mostly at the garden area.i hover up through the spiral stairs and went t the second living room. i sat and watched astro on demand shows on the 42" LCD wide screen. panasonic.

CLICK OR LOG ON TO youtube.com n search "angry asian parents" that video really is funny.and there are lots more by mychoony.... cool man./ it's so funny. hahahahaha. watch it. but for sure there are bad words and then bad things of course. it's so funny.

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i am searching through blogs when i suddenly saw this blog. . log on to this http://www.advocateviews.blogspot.com/. they are said a young man was killed. due to something. i have just received the sms.... but i haven't get acess to that blogspot. it might be about politics. i think. guess so. log it on.

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE

on 26th july it was b'day. i noe it's late but i will upload it now.

but, my cousin jie yi on the right. on the left i can't tell. i can't reveal the identity.pics lil coarse.ok la.not veli much but i like it. i can't get my cake's pic but later. maybe when i moved it 2 my memory card. it's like dis 1st. later i'll edit it n upload my b'day cake. nice...... but for now. my b'day is not having a big event to celebrate but i juzt ate cake drank cola n took pics. dat's juz it. i don't wan 2 make it big or make it an veli expansive ride for me. at this age. i'm too ols for parties and much more like presents or wat . at nite,my aunt spend me eating at mun chong restaurant. the food was 10000% yummy. i also ate the shark fin's soup and my aunt present me a..... BIO-ESSENCE face product. veli expansive i heard her saying to my mother. it's bout RM120.00. i must look after it. if no the money is a big loss. then i went home. i got a sms frm my fren derek leong wei jian. he said: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! he's a nut squirrel. it's only his nickname. hym... it was a nice day. the next monday,my frens present me a nice glass object and gave me a bear card. she wrote sumthing funny in the card. ng... this is bout you. if u wan to noe pls refer to meeee... so. not much to say but. ot was really a nice happy day.

THE HARDEST DAY IN MY LIFE

for however long i've lived my life but this was the hardest day. i was not supposed 2 go there but i went. i sneaked in and i walked about. it was the forbidden place. i've broken the rules. i'm so dead now. i met the person i should not have met and i saw things that i should not have saw. the deeper i go, the dark was rising towards me. will i die or will i just fade. this will always depend on my luck. if my time is up,i'll vanish from here. i made a choice to leave but also to sell my soul. this very moment,day ,hour,minute,second, my life is fading off. colapsing into the devil's hand. facing the unsupposed to be faced. looking at the not supposed to look.i should have been bounded and banished fom these grounds this very day but i still have the will of going or trespassing in. my soul still belongs to me . unless the day have come for me to go. my soul was unweary but less more hessitated......will i pass? will i die? will i go through it? will i ever leave ,fade or be gone? all parts are still missing. i would have wished more than this but i will not now. my soul is fading every single moment. will the secreats be revealed???
by-jessice seline,daryl mershan,joham link &josephine ledia-